coyote eggs

well, this is my last entry of the year. it is weird for me to think that i have been here for a year and it still feels new. i guess that can be good and bad. oh well.

i had a dream last night. it was about me being in an awesome band that i really enjoyed, but for some reason, it still kind of sucked. i found out that it was because there was a giant native american guy that scared all of my bandmates. it scared me that they were all scared of him. i tried to get them to fight back, but they were all to intimidated by him. i was later driving on the freeway with someone in my band and this indian dude was chasing us. he was in an old blue pickup. i tried to lose him by taking an off ramp really fast, and he fell for it, but then backed up on the freeway and took the same off ramp. after almost running me off the freeway, i got super pissed and stopped the car.

my passenger was really scared and i think he wet his pants. i am also pretty sure we were in arizona, but i've never been there before so i guess it was my perception of arizona. well we got out of the car and so did he. i punched him right in the face and knocked him out. i dragged him to the back of his pick up truck and put him in the bed. my band guy was excited now and we put the indian guy on the bed, with his head hanging over the tailgate. the indian guy was starting to wake up, so i had my accomplice hold his arms and legs while i stepped on his face until his head came off and fell on the street.

so waking up was interesting.

not fail

sensual

i got your voicemail, wolfgang. thanks.

inspiration pt.2

ok whatever

it is still snowing.

and we got a puppy at home.

that's about it.

pda

i have been thinking about you much more than i should be. and i haven't made any progress on our pact.

snowflake city

yeah, i'm still awake. s is banupnups around here. there is snow everywhere! especially where it doesn't belong, like roads and in my face. every dog i have seen though, loves playing in the snow. i think that having a tail and playing in snow is a pretty good combination most of the time. being snowed in is kind of weird. it gives me a slight glimpse of what the kids who i used to work with have to go through. not having freedom to go where you want isn't cool. i don't like it.

you know what is cool though? the movie "let the right one in". it is a swedish cinema. i didn't think swedes really did anything but i guess someone there made a movie. real hard. it is about a vampire kid, but not garbage like twilight probably is. this kid is brutal and loves to drink bloods. maybe i'll try to see it again tomorrow. or i'll get wasted. that bum on the bus who was drinking orange listerine had the right idea. well kind of. he didn't have the right idea when he was yelling about how he is an animal who pisses when his face was like three feet from my face. i didn't like that idea.

a question. is there ever an appropriate time or place to eat corn nuts?