whhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooooooooooossssssssshhhhhhhhhhh! i'm back like merlin from bermuda. november was the last entry huh? not a lot going on i guess. i've been rapidly approaching rock bottom. still not really hitting it though. i guess my life right now can best be described by the title of this blog i started a few years ago. what can i say. i make s happen. or not. whatever makes me sound cooler.
currently, i have no job, no money, and no inspiration. i don't really know what to do with my life and i feel like that is a pretty standard feeling for people my age. i don't like failure, but i am definitely exploring it as a lifestyle. today is also said to be the most depressing day of the year. i have been looking for jobs, but i kind of want to do something else that isn't being degraded for small amounts of money. i guess i might be willing to be degraded for large amounts of money, though.
i have been learning new skills as i am bored as f everyday that i am not working. i hate feeling stagnant. time for change.