before

here is me with long hair. it is going to be gone soon.

that's good i guess

hi. so today was pretty productive for me. i learned how to integrate my vst into fl8. i feel very accomplished. you probably don't know why, but now i can make songs all in one place. maybe i'll use audacity though, so two places i guess. either way, my guitar sounds and synth sounds are finally all in one place! i figured out how to do it on my own which is awesome, but i also feel that it is basic knowledge for someone who knows about music editors or has friends who do. but now i'm a friend who does.

all the possibilities open to me have left me overwhelmed and unable to really make music today. hopefully i can pull myself together and really get to work.

in other news, i'm still poor.

squirreltines

today, tabby and i found out that squirrels like crackers. they like them a lot. you can watch and hear them nibble on them. when they stand up to sense danger i think it is funny. their hands are very small but useful.

drum bum

ya! we got rock band, rock band 2, and all the instruments yesterday. isn't that a fun way to be financially responsible? what! it's not?

:o

well it is really fun and i'm kind of good at drums. so take that recession. i learned something about drums and you didn't. i'm finding out what it is like to be poor also! i feel much cooler.

i don't see nothin' wrong

i started a new musical venture. maybe it will work! i have been listening to more grind and appreciating it more than i used to. unfortunately, i can't make that music. i would be so sweet to perform live. i wish a black rose burial made more songs.

so those past terrible months have been paying off. huzzah! i figured they'd have to.

chicken egg situation

i got a fortune cookie that told me this: " try a new hat for a change in looks. be creative!"

ok i'll do it!


i did it.

smarch

i have gone to scamps twice since i last wrote an entry. it is a tiny pet store with not much to offer, but they have some cool little friends there. they had siberian huskies that looked sad and expensive. i like puppies. there were ferrets too, but they are always sleeping. they need to show more initiative. here's a guy who fell asleep in his hammock, but his head fell out! he didn't care.


the mall really is where cool people go. it's everything in one place! i could be eating a sandwich from steak escape, lingerie shopping, and renewing my cell phone plan all in like 3 minutes. sometimes i worry that there might be such a thing as too much efficiency. that's just one of my battles i guess. that, and the stress tests they give there. i can never win. that guy was right. i should probably read that book "dianetics". the name sounds a little too scientific for me, buuuut it had a cool picture of a volcano on the cover. and that's how i choose all my books.

i wonder sometimes what it would be like to live on a ranch. probably cool. i would call mine "carrots and". all the farmers would think that is funny. they are a funny bunch. maybe?

i may have found a guitarist. yes! possibly.

brb.