i am from china and i'm going to work!

hey i don't have hair now. i drank a lot of whiskey last night and thought it would be a good time to shave my head.

i saw the coolest dude today on my way to breakfast. he was riding a scooter and was like 50 years old. he was chinese or something and was totally holding up traffic going like 12 mph. he really didn't give an f. he was smoking and wasn't wearing a helmet. this guy was just getting his sunday on. i don't know where he was going and i hope he didn't either. he was so care-free and bad a.

i thought that it would be awesome if he was like a head of a hospital or someone who has an "important" job. you know, he works hard, but keeps it casual even harder on sundays.

wrote a brutal intro song for potential live shows in the future. i was going to have another song done, but i got stuck watching the goonies. it is such a great day too. well, music time. xo!

before

here is me with long hair. it is going to be gone soon.

that's good i guess

hi. so today was pretty productive for me. i learned how to integrate my vst into fl8. i feel very accomplished. you probably don't know why, but now i can make songs all in one place. maybe i'll use audacity though, so two places i guess. either way, my guitar sounds and synth sounds are finally all in one place! i figured out how to do it on my own which is awesome, but i also feel that it is basic knowledge for someone who knows about music editors or has friends who do. but now i'm a friend who does.

all the possibilities open to me have left me overwhelmed and unable to really make music today. hopefully i can pull myself together and really get to work.

in other news, i'm still poor.

squirreltines

today, tabby and i found out that squirrels like crackers. they like them a lot. you can watch and hear them nibble on them. when they stand up to sense danger i think it is funny. their hands are very small but useful.

drum bum

ya! we got rock band, rock band 2, and all the instruments yesterday. isn't that a fun way to be financially responsible? what! it's not?

:o

well it is really fun and i'm kind of good at drums. so take that recession. i learned something about drums and you didn't. i'm finding out what it is like to be poor also! i feel much cooler.

i don't see nothin' wrong

i started a new musical venture. maybe it will work! i have been listening to more grind and appreciating it more than i used to. unfortunately, i can't make that music. i would be so sweet to perform live. i wish a black rose burial made more songs.

so those past terrible months have been paying off. huzzah! i figured they'd have to.

chicken egg situation

i got a fortune cookie that told me this: " try a new hat for a change in looks. be creative!"

ok i'll do it!


i did it.